Something also happen when i was in lower secondary, i thought i found the right guy, the guy that i thought was a nice person, i guess i was wrong. Being with him was the BIGGEST mistake!He took advantage of what i had and because of him it cost my friendship and my first kiss.....After that day,never did i ever contacted him again.

As i grew, i learned to never made these mistakes again but somehow it's just out of my control. As i reached the next level, new mistakes was coming my way,i just know it.

I met with this group of girls that actually understands me.After few months had past, i've seen the real side of them. I've always taught they were cool, good in their studies and had great friendship, later then i know that they do something that blew me away.One of them did the 0ral "thing" and that all of them smoke. Well me, being at that point of time didn't know how to get out of my plight. As i was desperate to be accepted by people,i did hang out with them and they keep influence me to start smoking. I nearly ruin my life the third time, and i didn't know what that got me thinking it was the wrong thing to do. I was already holding the cigarette in my hand and a lighter in the other but something just stop me...Some feelings that was so strong i just could not avoid. I thought of the feelings of my teachers. At last i gave that 1 stick of cigarette to a friend of mine and i eventually drop out from the group,though i still hang out with them but no longer so close, i respect their decisions and what they want to do with their life, it is just that i don't want to live the same way.

So i did some reflections in my life. The only way i know i can get my life together was the love and care from my teachers of zhenghua. They are the only teachers whom i trust,i respect and honour, whom i cherish for the rest of my life. They are the ones who motivated me to study hard and make right decisions in life. Seeing them is like seeing me in the future, a life of joy and no regrets,a life which has meanings to continue. A perfect life.

As my story is still being written,many ups and down will happen in life,some too painful to even talk about and some to sad to share. As i share the story of my life, how my life is not an amicable one. I know nobody's perfect, people have problems to deal with their own. So i just want to share my story and hoping it would be a happy ending.

Thank you to all the people who red it and i hope you guys won't judge me. I'm still a teenager, a teenager learning from her mistakes.