♥ why do we do what we do??
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 -{'Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Well this question has been running through my mind. Every time i go to work,school i wondered why do i do these things???Well for education and for money simple reason but for what???I noticed everyday, people going to work and i wondered why they go?maybe:
1) for cash
2) to support themselves
3) to support their family
4) for leisure purposes
5) to buy their necessities needs
6) or for fun
It may be one of the reason above but i wonder is there any easy way i can get through my everyday life without any problems?? erm...i guess not.
Well life sucks at times,really it do. i know everyone has their own problems but how do they get through it,i know i can't. i don't know why i even work in the first place?. Now i understand why money is so important to people. Like for e.g. in US one person killed his whole family and himself because he went bankrupt. was it necessary?? erm.. maybe. i guess he doesn't want his family to suffer because he had gone bankrupt and no longer can support himself or them.
So back to my question,why do we do what we do?? i don't know and i no longer understand anymore. I was thinking is this the real world that my parents has long prevent me from experiencing?? A world of suffering, misery and mishap. Well i understand that the world we live in just has many ups and downs. And every paths that we took, we are always the one who really suffers. I admired people who can get through their everyday life whose days are numbered. I don't know how long i'll be in this world and i no longer know what i should do here.
I know that on my first blog i talk about how i live my life to the fullest but i can't,i cannot tell you how anymore cause i don't know myself. Was me being here on this Earth a mistake. Maybe it was my fate,it was my destiny or it was just meant to be. I can't do anything right in my life. I think there will not be any future for our generations, look at where we are now. So many problems we,our generations going to face,natural disasters, global warming and climate change and how long can Earth last??Not long enough for us.it may just last us for few years,not even 100 years so what's the point we do what we do?
Do what we do help us after we die??I know it doesn't and only praying does,so i guess after we die we still suffer for the wrong things we did on Earth. Oh god please show me the right path cause i just don't understand anymore why i live on Earth.... i just feel like giving up....
