She went home at 6 pm. So the whole we really did not do much but just doing our own stuffs and I was on the bed eating fried banana and watching tv while she was playing a dance game.
Then I kept on putting on this cheer leading cloth on my cat, it was so cute. Overall my day was quite tiring as I had to give my cat a bath and it was so hard. Then I had to clean my room as it was in a mess. Ok bye now. No much to write down.
Today I went home after school. I took a bath and relax myself at home for a while. I was waiting for Zul to finish his friday prayers. I met with him and Lydia at cck mrt. Well as usual Zul was the one who is always late. He wore so smart today, sport shoe, white smart shirt and jeans. Then we dropped off at Jurong East Station and made our way to IMM. We reached there and decided to have lunch first as we were all hungry. At last we ate Fish and Co. We bought seafood platter and share among the three of us.
Ok the garden salad tasted so weird with vegetables which I had never saw before. THey even put anchovies inside which I really don't like,but the seafood was nice. Lydia did not really like the seafood that much so she did not really eat that much especially the squid. The seafood platter consist of squids, prawns, fries, rice and fish. It was a lot and the price is also quite "nice".
Then afterwards, we walked around the shopping centre and went to Daiso. I bought so many things and the total cost of my items were $20. ya economy crisis. Then Erwin called Lydia and told her that her trip to Bugis with Saiful and gang were cancelled. So she stayed with us throughout the whole day. Erwin and Su mui decided to joined us at IMM too. So the three of us waited for them. They seriously took a long time to come. I think nearly 2 hours we waited for them. So we started walking and Lydia and I left Zul at Best Denki because he was so into the laptops and we both decided to go other places which interest us.
Lydia and I chatted about random stuffs and soon we covered the whole level 2 area. Then we realised that we had forgotten about Zul and he too like forgotten about us as he did not call any of us. So we called him to meet us below and we went to get some drinks at the sweet talk. Zul called again asking were we. Then we met him at the macdonald. Then he also wanted to get a drink so we walked back to sweet talk. Lydia and I went to the restroom as she spill her milk tea.
Then the three of us walked to see what to have for dinner with Erwin and Su mui. My tummy was already calling me and Erwin and Su mui have still not reach yet. So I bought a cookie at Anderson. Ate it. Still waiting. Then finally the two of them arrived.
Ok then we all were planning to get something to eat but we accompany Erwin to Daiso to buy correction tape refill. Then we went to the directory as we all can't decide on what to eat. Actually Lydia and I was ok with the idea of eating at Secret Recipe but it was mostly cake and the price is quite costly. Then we walked to every shops that sells food to see what is nice to eat. Then we saw Bagus. It looks exactly like Banquet. And the food seem so boring.
At last we reached Spaghetti Too. The price is reasonable and is within all our budget. So we all sit together and start to order. I ordered the beef steak. Haa meat. lol. Then Zul and Erwin ordered baked rice. Lydia and Su mui ordered spaghetti.
We waited for the food and started to chat. I guess it has been a long time since I went out with them because I hardly go out together with them as I am always with my crazy mates. Lydia with her other friends, Erwin with his gang and Su mui her side of friends. So I guess this is the first that everyone from different clicks come together and enjoy ourselves.
I had so much fun. We talked about school and other funny things that ever happened to us. Su mui spaghetti came first. It had crayfish on it. It looks so delicious. Actually all the food looks delicious especially mine. We ate and chatted like nobody business.
Then we decided to get desserts. I share with Lydia and Erwin share with Zul. Only left Su mui alone and she ate it herself. She ordered chocolate cake whereas the rest of us bought brownies. We tasted Su mui cake and it was much nicer than our brownies as our brownies is lack of sugar. But overall it was nice.
Then Zu told us that his mum is giving us a ride home. Lydia and I were feeling guilty to get a ride from his mum so we told him that we are taking the Mrt home. We went to Watson, Guardian, Giant to find Erwin facial cleanser. Then we entered Giant again as Erwin wanted to get seaweed and I wanted to get sunflower seeds. The funny part is Su mui pulled me all the way to the plant section as she thought that I wanted the seeds for planting. lol. So we walked to the snacks section and Erwin found his seaweed and I finally found my sunflower seeds. Then Su mui got her favourite maggie.
The line was so long even the express lane. Ya right express. At last we walked to the other end of the place and the other express lane. Then I queue up and ended up the only lining up, the rest of them left me with their items. Only Lydia accompany me.
Afterwards, Su mui, Lydia and I stop at this accessories shop(forgotten the shop name). Lydia was so enthusiastic and she bought two rings with cost $2.90 each. And Su mui too bought it. Then it was finally time to go home. Last minute we decided to take Zul's mum car since the rest of them are taking too.
The girls sat in the front while the guys sat at the back. His mum car is so cool. Zul's mum is also so sporting. She listens to 98.7 FM which usually teenagers hears them and the volume was at the extreme. The ride was great. Along the way, they opened up the sunroof. The car is so cool. I looked up and saw the stars. It had been a long time since I saw the stars. Su mui stand to feel the wind. Then she sat and her her was in a mess. All of us laughed. We took photos to entertain ourselves and sang to the radio. Then at the road where there was no cars, his mum told us that we can stand if we wanted too. It was once in the lifetime. Su mui also encouraged us. At first Lydia and I were afarid of standing up. At last at the count of 3, we stand. I felt like a second and Lydia already sat down. I felt the wind a bit longer and sat down. Everyone laughed and I was like why?? My hair was like as if I just got out of bed.
Lydia was the first one to be dropped off and then it was me. I thanked her mum for the ride and went home. What a day. A great day. It was such a nice time to spend with our classmates as it is really hard to make time to spend with each other. And the whole day went well as we all had fun and did not argue on anything at all. It was fantastic.
During English we did the crossword puzzle. Now it was about Jurassic Park. It was much more difficult than the previous one. Mr Wee said that we can change group if we wanted to. And Zuhairi joined our group. We did the crossword in silent at first. Then the atmosphere of the silentness became lively. OK not so. Just that everyone was so into the crossword puzzle.
Ok then lets skip to Physic lesson. Mrs Oh finally snapped. She slammed a pile of worksheets on the table when we were in the lab. The class did not keep quiet when she asked them too. I was so surprised. I have never seen her like that before in my 2 years with her. Then afterwards Zul and I were like telling her to relax don't strain her voice. She really looked pissed and then finally cool down a bit.
Then afterwards we went for MT. Staying positive. Well I achieved that. Finally. I was having so much fun now with my life and juggling it pretty well. Well just have to wait when my report comes out. I was sitting beside Zul, in front of me was Zuhairi. Beside him was Jannah and Lydia and beside Lydia was Azhar. I realised that only our table consist of 5N1 students. We anti other class. Haha. Just kidding.
Then we suddenly talked about marriage. And I invited them to my marriage next year as I was going to get married. Then they all were like, "wooo". Then all the commotion started. Jannah was like," who with Zul??"
Then Zul said," Come to the wedding it is next week". I was like lol. Then we kept on talking about it and laughed so loudly and our group was the most noisy group. Then afterwards I went for geog with Lydia as we stopped by the ladies on the way there. We were the last two to enter the class. Class started with an evaluative question which we had to complete. Boring. Evaluative question always waste my pen ink. At least I decided to use a cheap pen that cost 50 cents to write the answer.
I wanted to go home straight today as Jac and Kai Ying have the English remedial afterwards and also I wanted to do something today at home. But instead I stayed behind to do the crossword puzzle with my group. We had been doing it during recess and geog lesson and until now we just left 2 puzzles answers to solve.
I went out of the class and headed to find a place to do the crosswords, Hanaffi went out of his class room saying," I will make you fall!" and he held his foot against mine when I was walking and I almost trip and fall. I was so pissed off. I even said vulgarities which I swore I will not say anymore this year, He always piss me off. I just wanted to tell him this," Grow up! You are already Sec 5 for goodness sake! Stop being childish" but I did not had the chance to say it because all the vulgar words were coming out from my mouth.
Then I stayed behind and Zuhairi, Zhi Yun and I ended up in Mr Wee remedial class. We even asked Miss Pek to help us solve it. Even she had no clue. I was desperately wanted to go home and do the crossword tomorrow but they insisted on doing it. At last I went home at 3.10. I went home with Zhi Yun but went to our separate ways as she wanted to take the lrt but mine had no money left and I also wanted to go greenridge.
I went to Greenridge. I started to pick whatever that I found nice. I took the cabbage and I was thinking of taking the sweet corn as well but when I saw the price I decided not to buy it. Then I went to the chocolate section. Haa my favourite. I was like took all the chocolate and decided to put them back one by one because I did not have enough money with me. I ended up with only one chocolate in the end. Then I went home and ate curry chicken with rice. During recess I ate shrooms burger which was a day old. But as usual I was hungry. At night I ate my green cabbage with some coleslaw and washed it down with milk.
Ok for my coming report slip. I am totally nervous since I know that my English will 100% be F9. My dad going to kill me. I have never fail my English for my entire life. I have been failing in comprehension but passed my composition. I am sure going to get executed soon by my dad as both of my languages will end up with U grades.
As all of you know that I hate one subject.That is MT. After thinking for a while, maybe I should just persevere. Just keep on doing my best though all my papers are mark with a 'F' sign. I try not to give up.
Well for me, I study mostly for my teachers. I don't know why but I guess I depend on my teachers a lot and they are my motivator. Once I lose my motivation and will never regain it again unless there is an understanding between me and the teacher itself.
For example,ss, I used to fail it terribly and it always put down my combined humanities grade. I used to blame my teacher for the bad marks because I did try my best and I studied but still got an F. Then during the June holiday remedial it changes everything. My perceptive of her and my results. I confront her and ask, "why no matter how much effort I put I never pass the subject?!" Then she replied," Maybe you still don't get it but slowly you will. You have to persevere and your results soon will be better". Then we went greenridge with the rest of my classmates and I started to chat to her. Soon the misunderstanding is understood. My results also change a lot and for my prelim, I got first in class. I was shocked. She told me well done. I was like huh?? Then she announced to the whole class that I was the top. Everybody was like shocked because they know my results for ss was terrible. It was unbelievable Then after all that had happened my results has been pretty well.
Well to me, I don't see the point of giving up on myself anymore because of (the). So I will do it well for my teacher. Maybe I do it for Mrs John as she only wanted one thing from me and that was good results. I will do it for her for my MT subject and hopefully I will pass with flying colors. And also I bet with Lidan that if she do well on her English subject and I will do will for MT subject. If our results really comes out well, we both will reward ourselves by going to pizza hut and eat,
So overall, I strive my best. Hopefully everything will turn out the way I wanted
Ok although I am really busy right now, I think I better post this blog before I forget.
Well everyone loves chocolates! Who does not? The taste of it when it melts in the mouth as soon as it touches your tongue. Well this article is talking about chocolate!! Obviously.
It stated that the price of chocolate has increased up to 40 per cent, due to the rising cost of cocoa. The low supplies from the Ivory Coast and Ghana has also cause the price hike.
For example at Sheng Shiong Supermarket, a 250g of Cadbury's Dairy Milk chocolate now cost $4.50, up from $3.80 in less than a month.
Those chocolate business are experiencing the worse impact as the rise of cocoa are eating into their profits.
Now consumers are buying fewer chocolates and choosing the less expensive options.
Chocolate is the all time favourite. I, myself love chocolates a lot. Although there has been an increase in the price of the chocolate, I will still buy them but I will but less often as it really eats up my pocket money. A lot. And chocolate is also a good form of medicine. Did you know that? Chocolates help people to relieve their stress and make them feel good about themselves. Personally I will not stop eating them!
Sharizah (19) 5N1
I hate sunday, it is so boring. Nothing to do. Today I went out with my family to sheng shiong at Ten Mile Junction. I went there to eat and buy other necessceties for our survival.lol. I reached home about 12 pm and I started reading my New moon book again. Finishing soon. I thought of studying and finishing my poa topics but instead I watch a movie called "little man". The show is so funny. But it is NC 16 because some parts are not appropriate for kids to watched.
Afterwards, I forced myself to study but after 5 mins I went to my book again. Then my mum start nagging at me saying why I keep on reading book and she asked if I don't study is it. She was being so sarcastic.
I did not bother what she was saying then I just went to my room to continue reading and soon enough I slept. I woke up about 7 pm which was quite late and I was sweating like crazy. I was also suppose to fry the chicken but I could not be bother and my dad fry it for me. I also ate alot today. I ate like every hour.
So after all the eating my stomach was bloated. I decided to do my poa rewrite and my cat keeps on disturbing me. She kept on sleeping on the piece of paper which I had to use to write my answer. So I decided to sit at the couch to do my work and she is such a busybody and slept on another piece of paper which I place on the coffee table. She totally wanted attention but I just don't care. I did not get anything done because of her so I decided to just stroke her neck and brush her fur until she felt asleep. Now I got to finish my Ss presentation.
Ciao.
Today was a busy day for me. I decided not to hang out with my mates today as I had so much to complete. I also did not get much sleep yesterday because I tried to complete my vector notes but just half way through it. I slept at 2 am and woke up at 6am just to start reading my New moon book to improve my english. So I guess I got about 4 hours of sleep?My dad thought that I did not sleep for the whole day and he is worried about me. I told him not to worry I did sleep. A little.
Then I started to get on with my school work and I found that it was frustrating as I feel that my work is never done. I still had to clean my room since my mom has been nagging at me for the past week and she have been scolding me for not doing my chores. Hello? I did mine, it is just that my dad was the one who is so lazy to wash his own plate. She also nag at me for not picking up my cat poop. I guess I was just so tired.
Around afternoon, my eyes started to close and I can't keep myself awake so I took a rest. My mum also did not cook today and I was hungry like hell. My fridge also had run out of food. At last I ate maggie which my dad will kill me if he found out. At night, my brother disturbed me. He wanted to trade his study desk with mine but I refused. Instead I helped him reorganise his room.
I lie down on his study table as it was empty compared to his bed which was filled with electronics gadgets. I read my New moon book as I watch him moved his bed, desk and piano around the room. Spend almost two hours there in his room reading the book. Now at chapter 15.Finally. So at last he kept his own desk as I desperately did not want to change.
So after that I went back to study my poa subjects which I am getting used too. I make sure that I complete all the 25 chapters by tomorrow. I know I am cramping too much information in my brain but I can't help it, there is just so much to do. I better go now and complete the rest. I don't think I will sleep early tonight.
These are the things yet to be done:
Geog: Case study on Kalimantan and the four types of forests.
S.s: Presentation on Vernice
Poa: Notes on Control accounts, Incomplete records and rewrite answers
Physic: Homework
Chemistry: Notes on Mole concepts
English: Comprehension practices
Math:Vectors notes
Mt: Revision
Do you now know what I mean? Man I will die like this.
English lesson was great today! I had so much fun although our team did not win. I was so enthusiasm in the game that I did not even notice the time flies so fast. My team nearly had all the answers except for number 20 I think.
The biggest mistake was Zul group who give the answer for the crossword 1. The word was highlighted which I believe no one had the answer. I guess I really enjoyed myself today and learn something.
Hopefully we are able to do this crossword puzzles again but not fair some of the group team up so we had little chance of winning. But overall it was great.
Then it was recess. Ate my egg and crab sandwich which I am getting sick of. Then we talked about random things like travelling to Vernice which is related to our SS topic. Some were studying for the Maths test which was today. I did not really studied much because I prepared myself few days ago. Then it was SS.
Forgotten to bring my SS book. Which I swear that I had put it in my bag. I really thought someone stole it or something. I guess I was wrong and do you know what the book was? It was beside my toy whale. Great.Just great.
I was like praying and hoping she won't make me present in front the whole class. And luckily she did not. But I hate it, she wanted us to get into groups of 4 and we have to present on the topic Vernice. Man I just hate presenting. It is so troublesome, might as well I just listen to whatever Ms Rafiya teach although it may be dry sometimes.
Then it was Maths lesson, did the test till 12.10pm. I made sure that the check my matrices answers for at least 4 times because I am always careless with my calculations. I know that I left 22 marks because I minus off the mistakes that I had made.
Ok then I went home and check my mails. Didn't check it for quite some time. And you know ? I had 1600 emails not read yet! I had to delete every single one of them. It was mostly junk mails. Then I started to read my new moon again.Finished till chapter 6 and most probably will continue tomorrow. Wow now is 1.30 am. Better sleep Gdnight.
Ok yesterday I was in a rush so I hardly write anything in my blog. So I guess I will write it today. Yesterday during PE, as usual I help Mr Sng and with my few other friends. Now we are known as the "equipment people". So ok this time around I decided to challenge Jac since it has been a long time ever since I played with her. We had lots of fun but we still sucked at the game.
In the end, we had to do 20 push up and 40 sit ups because we lose to our competitor. Now my stomach and shoulders are hurting badly. So after all that we continued to play tennis and I decided to challenge with Mr Sng. I so badly wanted to win him because he is like a professional.
Ok so I score two times and I thought I was winning but I was wrong. After that two points I kept on losing and Mr Sng kept on winning. He is so clever that once he hit the ball directly at my legs so I did not get a chance to return it. I totally panicked when he kept on scoring in the end he won. 2-7. Great. Then we was like jumping and shouting,"Yes!". Haha.
Ok today was funny. What I can remember most about today is Mr Derek Lim! Haaaa....Ok I have gone crazy!lol. Well he used to be my physic teacher and I like him so much and he made me to be his physic rap. I was excited. Well anyway that was last year.
So today I was at my usual study place. I was eating my chocolate waffle.Then Mr Lim was walking down the staircase and out of nowhere he took out his cellphone. He wanted to take a picture of me eating, luckily I had fast reflexes and I quickly chew my waffle.It was so soft.lol
Mr Lim: Haiya I should have taken it while you are eating". Then he said," quick eat so I take a photo of you".
I was like blushing.lol. Then I said," I don't want, I very paiseh."My whole face was like red. Then he said ok next time. After that he entered the general office.I realised I forgotten to say I miss him.lol. Because it has been a long time since I saw him. From what I remembered the last time I saw him was during the N level results when he shook my hands and congratulated me. Haaa.
Then he came out of the general office, I shouted," Mr Lim I forgotten to tell you that I miss you!".He smiled widely. I felt so excited and he took out his phone again to take my photo as I was still eating my waffle. Haha, it was so funny and he chatted with for a while and asked me how I have been doing and everything.
After that he left with the smile still there. I totally have de stress myself after that event. Ok then I did my physic homework which was somewhat easy. Then I saw Mrs Oh and I shouted with so much excitement," Mrs Oh you see I doing physics you know" and she laughed.
I still could not control my excitement. I was going crazy. So she talked to me and my friends for a while and then she asked," eh, Zul not here today?".
I don't know why out from nowhere I said," he left me!" It sounded so wrong. Mrs Oh was laughing non stop and her face turned red. Then when she was going nearer to the staircase I told her, " Mrs Oh, promised that you won't tell Zul!". And she laughed again.
Ok I need to make things clear here that Zul and I are just friends but everyone was like saying we are couple or something, even my crazy mates and Mrs Oh.Haha.
I guess school somehow always helps me to destress myself from all the drama that I have been going through. And now I try my best to look on the brighter side of life. Everyone wants that.
So do I. Mr Wee you are right. You can't always win it all. I understand now.
It was an ok day for me today. I have been hungry easily nowadays and I kept on eating in different lessons. I also have been studying too much lately that my brain just cannot coop up with me. I think I got my stress from Jac!lol.
Well, I pretty much have been doing fine for my some of my subjects and doing pretty well for science. I just need to brush up on certain subjects such as poa and mt. Other than that I have no problems.
Well tomorrow will be quite a busy day with a lot of tests coming up and also teaching my sec 3 friend science subjects. I hate tomorrow. Don't worry I will prove to her that I can make it.
MT=Mati!
Ok firstly I am not targeting anybody here so don't get offended. Seriously this is my life, this is the way I want to live it. I don't need advice from third party on how am i suppose to live it ok? So get it clear.
I have my reasons for being rude to certain things. I don't need someone to make me feel more worse. I am trying my best so don't judge me. I don't need any hash comments so if you have them keep it to yourself. Thanks.
You don't know the other part of my life or anything so don't act as if you know. The only thing I need right now is for you to leave me alone. Only Mrs Lee understand why I am what I am.
You don't have to worry as I will not blame her if I get bad results. I will blame myself. If I ever regret with my actions, it is my fault not hers. So get this straight.
I may have AP sometimes. That is just who I am. If you know me you will understand.
P.S. Sorry Mr Wee this blog is not related to you.
I have been craving for vegetables these few days. I guess I miss my green friends!! My stomach has been growling from just now and I decided to cook anything that i can find in the fridge. I took out some green peas and started to add other ingredients such as garlic,onions and oyster sauce.
As you all know that i am a terrible cook, I thought that it will not turn out right. But my stomach cannot hold it any longer. I just add all the ingredients that I found and heat it up. Well I did not even dare to taste it. I was afraid that it would taste terrible but luckily it tasted quite nice. I ate it with some rice but it tasted better without rice though.
I so love my vege-friends! I must eat more of these.haha
This article is about young people marking their bodies with more than just tattoos.
Youths are becoming more wild by going for micro-dermal piercings, split tongues, implants or scarring themselves.
Few reasons on why they did this is firstly to stand out from the crowd. Secondly, to release stress and pressure. Also these body arts are not cheap. It can cost up to few thousand dollars depending on what type of tattoos.
Here are the details of some of the different types of tattoos.
Micro-dermal piercing:
A hole in the skin is created using a dermal punch. A stud is inserted underneath the skin.The pain level is 4 out of 5 and young people as young as 16 has done it. It cost from $150 onwards.
Implants:
An incision is made with a scalpel to create a pocket underneath the skin. The implant is inserted and punches through to the desired area.Cost about $300 onwards.
Scarification:
A scalpel is used to cut a stencilled design on the skin. A scar forms where the skin is cut. Can cost up to few hundreds dollars depending on the size.
UV tattoos:
Tattoos done with a special kind of ink to make them glow under UV lights.
Split tongues:
Forceps are used to hold tongue in place. A scalpel knife is then used to cut the tongue into halves(ouch). The sides are stitched to prevent them from growing back together.
Well for my own personal opinion, I will never ever get a tattoo of any kind or whatsoever. I think it is disgusting to get body art and that it will be permanent for the rest of our life.
So what if we no longer want that tattoo that we had made few years ago???Go for laser surgery?? Wouldn't that leave a permanent scar on the skin. It will be so unpleasant to see for the rest of our life.
Especially the split tongue which I am totally against it. We are human beings why do we need a tongue like a lizard?. I sometimes feel that they just don't think.
Well i am still fine with those normal tattoos since most of my uncles have them. But they told me that they regretted getting them. So i guess it is all up to what personal individuals think. Some like body art and they do it for attention. Others just wanted to feel that they belong.
So for me, I would never get married with a guy that has any kind of body art nor support it. I guess body art is not something that I will ever like. But this is just my opinion. Hopefully youths would think of the consequences of getting body art before getting them.
Sharizah (19) 5N1
I am sitting at the corner of the room at woodlands library with Erwin and Zul. Been here since 2 pm. Well we did not really studied as Erwin was with my laptop the whole time updating his blog. Zul was doing maths and i kept on disturbing him with my own math problems.
We went to pastamania to eat since it is already halal. Well i had eaten there before though. Now beside me is Erwin, studying ss and preparing himself for the upcoming test on Iraq and Kuwait conflict. Oh the other side is Zul.As usual with his cellphone. Now he is going to find book.
Well for me, i have been sitting for 4 hours and my butt starting to hurt. I don't think i can get any things done here. I guess i just use my laptop and get some school related work done.
I was thinking what the heck am i doing here? well at least it is better than being coop up at home with my nagging mom and my annoying cat.
We also took several photos with my web cam. And Erwin kept on clicking the mouse and my face turn out pretty ugly. Then we fought over the mouse as Erwin wanted my ugly photo and I stop him from sending it to Zul's phone.
Now we are relaxing. It is already 7.10pm I think we better go back. Those two boys still want to eat. I am so bloated. Ok bye now.Will post the photos soon.
Hey everyone! Love is in the air! haha. Well i really enjoyed myself today with my mates. Sorry Erwin that i did not go out with you to the movies because i can't miss my GIRLS' day out. It has been a while since we went out together. And some more the coming weeks will be a lot of stress since our CA is coming up.
So we had to destress ourselves. I fried the chicken wings at around 12pm. Well i still suck at frying foods. Because i tasted the chicken that i had fried and it was half cook.yuck!. So I fried it twice.Hopefully it was cooked.
Then meet with my mates, Jac and Kai Ying. As usual i meet Jac below my block since she just live 2 storey above me. Then we met Kai Ying at Jelapang.Along the way we saw Boon How(sorry I don't know how to spell his name) and kiong huat.
We went Ten Mile Junction to get a bottle of wine.lol.Not really wine, it is just a fruit juice which they put it in those wine bottle. So i bought the white grape juice. Then Kai Ying bought cabury chocolate. Everyone was bringing something for the so called celebration.
Then went for a walk around the shopping centre. We bought oil based pens that Mrs Oh were talking about when school reopen. Then afterwards we decided to head out to the park but I bought watermelon honeydew since it was quite a warm day.
Alighted at Jelapang station. We walked slowly to the park and just start to talk about random stuffs like what happen in school and which guys we are interested in school.Those kinds of things. So we reached the big pond area at bukit panjang park and Kai Ying was afraid to go down.In the end we went to a sheltered place. We took all our foods out. My fried chicken wings, peanut butter and hundred and thousand bread. Jac took out her tidbits and Kai Ying her chocolate.
Then we started to take photos to remember this special day which we celebrated being single. Well for me it was shocking that i stayed single for quite some time. I guess as long as i have my mates, I don't mind staying single till the right person is there for me.
So we decided to open the "wine" bottle. I had a hard time opening it as i was terrified that it would explode. I watched so many shows showing how they opened the wine bottle and i was still bad at it. At last with the loud pop sound i knew it has open. So we enjoyed ourselves very much today but a mosquito keeps on bothering us.
So anyway, Jac and Kai Ying start to talk in mandarin which i don't understand because they were planning my birthday. Until now i still had no clue. They won't even tell me a single thing. I am sure going to kill them.haha.
We were all bloated after eating the food.My stomach looks like i was 3 months pregnant and it hates me. I started to feel uneasy with my stomach and decided to lie down on the bench for a while. So i let them talk about my birthday plan.I hoped that they won't make it into such a big surprise.
Then we decided to go home since we had been at the park for nearly 2 hours.Eating. As we walked Kai Ying wanted us to bring back some of the chocolate and Jac gave me her Lay's potato chips. I saw a couple which walked pass us.
I said," Happy valentine's day'.I know lol. but she gave me the thumbs up sign as she walked and disappear from my sight.
Well i really enjoyed this day although it was meant for couples.That doesn't mean that we can't still celebrate with our closest friends. They are always there for you when you in need and they understand you better than anyone else. So this day is not only meant for couples but also the people who you loved and care.Everyone can have the love on this day and knowing that no matter what happen there is always someone special in your life. I am grateful to have friends like Jac and Kai Ying.
Afterwards i came home and rest. Just a few minutes i closed my eyes, my phone rang. It was the aunty from the lrt. I had been friends with her since i was in primary 5.I know so long right. She asked me to help her daughter with her homework. Anyway i still owe her 4 more lessons of tuition and she already paid me last year and i still had not taught her finish. So i said i will be there right away.
As soon as i arrived at the lrt. Her daughter was there crying. Why is she always so hard on her.She is just a kid. So i brought her to macdonald and her mother wanted to pay me but i rejected it because i don't want to be paid as i still owe her alot. She is very generous to me when it comes to money.
So i taught her science and total defence day. I was like total defence??? I still remembered what Ms Rafiya and Mr Aljunied said during the assembly.
What will you defend??? Everything!. Lol.
So i told her to write that on the paper. Then the science was like so easy.for me at least. It was about hamster and how to keep it alive.
Ended quite late about 7 and talked with her mother till 8 pm. Her mother even gave me green tea drink. That was nice since i was feeling thirsty. I was so happy to find out that someone actually bought my phone strap.Sold about 3.Great been there since last year and sold only 3. It's ok as long it is selling well. Then i went home and my dad was like where did you go the whole day.
Here was my answer. Out celebrating valentine and gave a kid tuition. Then he left me alone. So i took a shower afterwards as i felt very hot. Played my guitar and my dad help me tune it. Also my house has ran out of food so i decided to fry some fish.
Total regret. The hot oil was like splattering here and there. I was so afraid and as soon the hot oil explosion i took it out and put it on a plate. My dad told me that it is not crunchy yet so he fried it again. Ok great I will never be good at frying food and never will be cause i hate it with all the cholesterol and fats inside. I rather have food that is steam which is more healthy.
So i thinks that's all. I don't know why all my blogs is so long. All my friends kept on asking me why i write so long and i told them once i write i cannot stop because there is so much to share. Ok well i better stop typing now or it will be even longer.
Oh ya how did you celebrate your valentine's day Mr Wee??Ok Sharizah stop typing already!.lol
I know i have been making all of you bored with the story of my life in this school. I just don't really have anything interesting to share.Maybe next month there will be?? well tomorrow will be valentine's day. I'm going out with my mates just around here to distress ourselves.
Well today we finished going through the test paper that we all did. The results? It was more worse than the previous one. I got 12 out of 50.Thats terrible.
Well seriuosly i like doing essays better. It is much easy to score. Got to work hard hard especially on my comprehension.
And today when i arriveed school with my mates.As we entered the class, there were wrapped muffins on every table. It was nice for the mystery person who made this for us. Well i am still curious. I wanted to know who were the person who made the muffin.
Today there is nothing interesting. The lesson went per normal except for some distraction during english lesson which was the fire drill. But after that went back to our normal lessons.
Skip MT remedial again. Hope that my teacher did not call my father.
sharizah (19) 5N1
Firstly i want to thank Mr Wee for reading my every blog. It was nice to hear that he enjoyed reading my all the blog that i had posted. He said it was interesting and i had many details compared to the others. But i think that i hardly write details on my blog as i don't really know how to express certain things. Too bad he could not stay in our class because i really needed him to tell me how to shorten my essay because i feel that all that i had written are relevant. So i really don't know which ones to cancel out. Never mind i will figure it out today.
So today lesson was "normal". What i meant by normal is that there is nothing bizarre going on with our class. Can't to think of it, there was one event happened today that i could not stop thinking. During poa lesson, when Mrs goh was teaching i don't know why but suddenly she started to become angry. Her once smiling face disappeared and her eyes glared on the other side of the classroom. She was frustrated. She started to scold,not really a scolding but giving a sense of frustration advice. She was still not satisfied that our form teacher did not change our sitting arrangement because our class really becoming from bad to worse.
Some students are really the blame for it but nobody is doing anything.I guess they are afraid. Ya so anyway, Mrs Goh was really angry but those who were talking could not be bothered at all. Seriously for me, i thought why they had to come back?Their attitude for studying was not even there. They are really wasting their one year.
So whatever. I can't be bothered by them either. I help Erwin on chemistry today during the lesson. A lot of them were asking me for help and asking me for the right answer.As if i know. Because they thought that science is my forte so most of them ask help from me. Somehow i like helping them in science subjects since i know it pretty well and also i am terrible in my other subjects so none of them come to me for help in other subjects.haha.
Lydia was also saying that it was not fair that i don't have to attend english remedial but she had too since she got a B4 for english. I was like so sarcastic and told her that she had to be like me and during oral,speak in a British accent so when making mistakes it is hard for the markers to notice. So i think it is so lame.
During physic, It was back to the noisy environment. I really cannot stand it and Mrs Oh also could not take it. She just said," 5N1 you are going from bad to worse,why do i always feel as if i am talking to myself".
I also did not listen to her when she was teaching because i already attended her remedial two days ago.So i carried on with my other topics of physic and studied for my test.She did not mind as she already said that those who had attended her lesson can do their own things and they don't have to listen to her.
So after physic lesson ended, It was the first time that i saw Mrs Oh rushed out of the classroom and she walked so fast that my feet could not catch up. I definitely know that she was piss off.
Great.MT. Did "imbuhan" because our teacher thinks we are terrible at it. Then it was so embarrassing because she told the whole class to shout out their marks to her. I was the worst one. I got 8 marks upon 20. When she called my name,sharizah, I shouted,"8".Then all those eyes were staring at me. I hate it!
As soon as the bell rang, i get out of the classroom and went for my geography lesson.Mdm Howe was happy today, she smiled at me when she saw me going for my other lesson today. So my guess was that she already solved her problem. But as i sat on my grey plastic chair, my face was unhappy, i was moody. Mdm Howe saw it because i did not really smile as i entered her lesson today though an hour ago she saw me smiling. She sure know how to make me happy.
She did something different today. She wanted us to do pair work on the causes of (great i had forgotten). So anyway we were all enjoying ourselves.Kai Ying and i was the first one to finish our work but got two answers wrong and Mdm Howe very bad she don't want to tell us what is the mistakes. Then I and Kai Ying spend so much time trying to find out where we had gone wrong because mostly her answers sound the same. Then i was like begging to her to tell us but she only gave us 1 clue and told us which two was wrong and we had to change it by ourselves. The worse thing was, the dateline is at 2pm sharp. It was few seconds before the bell ring and finally we took a risk by changing one of the answer.
I hurried and approach her table and said," Mdm Howe don't ever make us do this again" then she was like given me those evil laugh of hers. It was cute. Then when the bell sounded, everyone panicked.The class became so chaotic.
Then there she was standing and i said to her," Mdm Howe,you should do like last time where you start walking and then everyone will chase you to give you their work".
And she agree so she said," Hello, I want this by today.Once i step into the staff room,i will not give any marks".
Then she started to walk out of the classroom and she purposely walked so fast like last year when she used to do this to us. Then Jac and Zhi Yun were like panicking and the stapler that they used run out of staple and she changed it like three times.
Once they finished.Jac,Kai Ying and i was like chasing after Mdm Howe and she was like halfway to the staff room already. It was like some kind of emergency and other teachers were staring at us from the lift area.
Then she turned and she finally and good that you guys make it.i was like lol and trying to catch my breath. Then when we were turning back and i was going to the canteen,the rest of my classmates were chasing after her.It was so funny you should have seen it.
So after all that crazy event i finally could catch my breath.So i buy some food and went up to class to eat. Then took my science test.
And ya Mr Wee, please try to speak softly when you are standing beside me.PLEASE, because just now my ear drums were like vibrating when you were standing beside me and talking.lol.thanks.
Well i will tell you about yesterday, Mdm Howe looked so sad.She never talked much in class and was not very hyper either.Something was bothering her. I was looking at her all the time while doing my work. She put both of her hands on her cheeks,her smile fades and she was so quiet. When Erwin ask what wrong, she did not answer. I guess something must had happened that she does not want us to know.
But then when it was social studies, Ms Rafiya was not herself either. She was so hyper and for the first time she did not scold the people who did not do her work. She was even friendly to them.lol. Then when she went through the papers with us on sbq. Everytime we had finish one question, at the end she will ask this.
Ms Rafiya: " Why all of you so quiet say Oh lah"
Then the whole class will be like ohhh.very lame i know but funny in a sense.We even told Mrs Oh during the remedial and she found that it was cute. Haiz Mrs Oh always tease me and zul.so sad and i always blush when she does that.I don't know why but i and zul are just friends. So anyway that was all yesterday.
Today was exciting, We played tennis which i was terrible at. I made a fool of myself everytime Mr Sng watch me play. He was also so funny because hhe let people to challenge him but most of them lost to him except a few. Then he would like drop his racket and give those "air" kisses around like those singers to their fans. It was funny to see him acting that way. Everyone was like,"Is he okay?" or "What happen to him".
It was great to see him acting like a student once in a while rather than being so stern. He is actually quite a great discipline teacher.All of them are.
So after all that,let's skip to english. English was freaking noisy with Zuhairi kept on shouting and Saiful singing. It was irritating!. We went through the corrections for the comprehension and i fail.Great.First time. No wonder teachers complaint.
Then it was recess.I ate my nugget and almost going to choke. Nothing much to say. When it came to maths, more than half the class already resting their heads on the table and some even fell asleep.I was one of them. I was so exhausted from all the activities from yesterday and pe this morning that i could not get my eyes to open no matter how much i tried to. But then surprisingly i get my answers correct though i slept through it.And all my friends were like telling me to sleep during maths so i understand better or else i really don't understand a thing.
As soon as the bell rang, some of our heads landed on the plastic table. I did not even noticed that Ms Rafiya was inside the class until i heard her voice. She asked all of us why we lookef so restless and if we can make it till social studies remedial. But all of them were like telling her to postpone and some more tomorrow we have our science test so we need to prepare.
So Ms Rafiya postpone our remedial since she know that we were all so tired.So after school ended. Went to popular to buy book and went home. Sorry no details.Really tired and i am going to take a nap now. Ciao.
Just got back from school at 9pm. Yes 9 pm. So late right?. Well our chemistry night class just ended. Pretty i think a make quite a great science teacher.lol. Cause my classmate understood what i had taught them. Then i kept on saying to Mrs Yeo," cher i make such a good teacher" and ," i think i come back and become a science teacher" then she always laugh when i said this. And finally she remembered my name.Or else she always confused me with lydia. I don't think we look the same, do we?
The most thing that made me tired was having lessons all the way till night time. Ok after school, we took our lunch break then after that we went for physic remedial.Ky came a bit late.Physic remedial ended at 3.45 pm.
Ky and i had to rush to art room for our cca.NO BREAK. Then we were there for like 3 hours doing art textures using recycle materials and the instructor was Mdm Yeo's husband.No wonder when i first saw him i found that he looked quite familiar. Then Mdm Yeo talk to us. Asking if we were the only sec 5 around. I nodded my head then she ask if i always never come right. Then i told her that it is not that i don't want come it is just that i am very busy.For example today, after physic remedial, we go art club then some more they say it will end at 6.30pm which is the time when we had to go for night class. Of course will get tired right? Then she was surprised to know that we had started on our night class. Then she felt poor thing for us.
Then we went back to our sit and started on our texture things again. I made it till it was so messy. haha that is call art.Mdm Yeo went on telling my art teacher Ms Wee then my new art teacher, i don't know her name. Then all 3 of them start to stare at us. The glare was so uncomfortable especially when i am trying to concentrate what Mdm Yeo's husband is telling us to do.
So they release us early. Thank you. I relax at the fountain area there and my stomach just hates me. Then also so many teachers walk pass and ask why we were still in school.Easy answer.Night class. All their answer back to us was,So early night class start already, and all so curious and ask who was the teacher who gave us the night class.
Well at least i learn something while i was there and can give some of my knowledge to my friends and also joke around with Mrs Yeo because i hardly get a chance to talk to her.
Also today lesson was so funny. Maybe i update tomorrow cause now is going to reach 9.30pm and i want to eat and sleep cause i got only 6 hours of sleep yesterday. Ok bye now.
No matter what, I have to force myself. I must do whatever it takes to get me to where I want to be. I don’t care if I have to sit in front of my desk 24 hours per day just to study. I need to get top, I need to have my name on that banner. Die, die I have to make it. I will not give up without a fight.
I just want to be smart but somehow I have to put more effort than the rest in understanding the subjects that are taught. I feel that my efforts are paying off; bit-by-bit. I need a miracle. I need a portion that can somehow help me achieve all of this.
I just need a free peace of mind. I need unlimited time. Just like Edward and his family.
Sharizah (19) 5N1
Finally it rains. I don’t know since when it last started to rain. At least now it is not so hot anymore. And I don’t have to keep on bathing 4 times per day just to keep my body temperature cooler. I just wish everyday would be like this.
The droplet of raindrop that falls from the sky has always led me to a world of imaginations. Though every time it rains, I could not help having so many different emotions that surround me inside. For a second I feel so sad, then another I feel full of hope.
I just love rainy days. It makes me happy and full of joy.
sharizah (19) 5N1
I have nothing today at home. I was planning to finish all my notes today but every time i start to write, my mind start to wonder.I just want to go school. I don't wish to stay at home. there is nothing to do. At least at school i am able to chat with my friends and teachers and learn something. At home is like a prison, no life, so isolated.
I want to go out but my feet is just lazy. I want to enjoy the fresh air outside but there the weather is so hot. I want to go school but it is close. So where should i go or do? I don't know the last option is study i guess. But it is so hard to study at home with distractions surrounding me. No peace of mind.
I want to do something fun, something different rather than stuck here doing nothing. I want to be free. Well my parents has given me all the freedom i wanted so i don't blame them. They have been busy with work lately and noe we hardly spend time as a family. Even my brother is busy with his school stuffs.So left me and my cat. My cat spend most of her time sleeping so i am bored.
What should i do???I want to do my homeworks and revision but my body is just so exhausted. My mind is cluttering with informations which are not of any use to me. Maybe i should pick up a new hobby?? Learn a new song?
I think i try to think of something to entertain myself today. I guess i am so bored to death.
I have not been running out of words to type on the blog ever since i started blogging on multiply. Well firstly is for the marks sake.Secondly i somehow like blogging since i know that someone reading it (i meant you).hehe. There was always comment on every blog, Mr Wee had never failed to miss a single blog entry of mine ever since i started posting.That's what i like about him.
Well i today was the end of school for the week. So i guess i just have spare time to write two blog. And i decided to write about English.
Well i got back my composition around this week which Mr Wee had taken a long time to mark. REALLY LONG.About two weeks or so nearly a month since he was MIA for the other two weeks.
I passed my english composition but it was not a great pass;it was just pass.I was still glad because i always heard stories from my friend who had been taught by him. How hard it was to pass in his class because his marking is very strict.
His only comment on my paper was, "more high value words?."Thats it. So i guess my story were not that bad and i could have gotten a higher marks if i had used more of those chimp words which i not used to it yet.
I just hoped that he will do more compositions in the future because i have lots of stories to share. By the way Mr Wee, are we allow to write loved story which actually related to the question and without all the mushy,mushy stuffs?.Or we can still add those romance kind of atmosphere?
Well i wishing to have a grade of at least 80 marks for his subject. Got to work extra hard and improve my vocabulary so that i can score well.
First lesson was English, Mr Wee is always on time for all our classes though he took quite some time setting up his laptop and he always have problems with his internet connections.hehe. He told us that he red 2 to 3 blogs early in the morning around 4 or 5 am.Crazy. Sorry Mr Wee. lol. He told us that some students think that he speak too loud, i know who that is,lydia.haha. I guess it is true in some way and he could even joke about it saying that he he is growing old and his earing also won't be that good,and that he speak loudly so that he could hear himself too.haha.
He gave us comprehension,a test.Great. But surprisingly this was much easier then the one that Ms Natalie given us about the war stuff. I did not had any serious problem in doing the paper except for qn 8b. I did not even know what the question was asking me. If i could remember, i think it was what comparison statement...."out of the frying pan and into the fire", if i am not wrong. At first i thought, mayeb the yabbies just wanted to kill themselves faster so they jump into the fire. But i guess it was rather ridiculous. So i tried to think of something else but nothing came up and ended up writing the answer anyhow.
Then it was recess, ate the food at the canteen since my house did not have anything. Came back to class after recess, finding Mr Wee still there in the class talking to the top students. Wow. I thought to myself, he had nothing better to do in our class, he was allowed to have a break but instead still in the class.
After recess ended, it was Social Studies it felt like so long i did not have social studies lesson and started to miss it.Alot. So we went throught the guide paper that Ms Rafiya had given us. Her lesson was ok. Along the way she started to change the subjects to our cca points and the subject relevant to get to polytechnic. She regretted it ever since because after that some of them started to count their points. Shockingly, the class was extremely quiet during her lesson and that guy Saiful was eating in her class.haha.
Zul and Ai leen was like talking about Saiful saying he can even eat in class right after recess and how come teacher did not even know.Well thing was that he covered his face with the answer paper. Then he decided to just put it down and just eat infront of her. Ms Rafiya was teaching at that point of time and she looked at Saiful,and the rest all stared at him.Suddenly the room was full of laughter,everyone laughed looking at him eating, i guess it was because he ate in front of the teacher.i think.
Ms Rafiya: Saiful ar, nevermind i let you eat. Why you have gastric is it?
Saiful nodded. Then Ms Rafiya went back to her lesson but said this before she started," we were only able to do this in the 70s".
So the lesson went on until it end.It felt like just a few minutes. Then it was Maths. Started on Matrices today and i was glad that it was an easy topic.Her lesson were not as dry as it used to be and i now trying my best to concentrate on her lesson and not give her a hard time.
Well it was finally the end of school for this week but i got MT remedial which i skipped. It start at 1 pm but here i am typing this blog. I guess i feel that i will not learn anything during the remedial so i decided to skip and study at home. So gotta go now and study.
Bon voyage!
It was fun! i had the most fun time ever. Though i had limited time organising her birthday about 3 days, it turn out quite well.Yes i admit it was tough, trying to organise this kind of stuff but it was fun since everyone co-operate with me. Well the rest of the photos is in my album go check out. I thought it would be a disaster as we did not had much time to discuss about it. Ky,Jannah,Fitri,Zul and me went to my house straight after school to take the cake. Then i decided to buy mrs oh a drink that will cure her throat since yesterday i bought one herbal tea which tasted disgusting. It tasted like prune then it was sweet with a weird smell. So i decided to buy her water chestnut instead. Then we went school hoping not to bee spotted by her or else the whole surprise will be ruin.
Then we went class and started to plan how it was going to be. Some suggested that we put the cake at the other class,5N2 so that teacher won't find out and that we surprise her in class. But she was actually late for our remedial and we started to worry that maybe she forgotten so me,ky and aileen went to every class to look for her. Yet she was no where to be found.
Then sudden;y i turned and found out that she was just 1 feet away from me. I panicked then ky also and she ran in class shouting "she come already,she come already" in chinese. Erwin and gang did not believe us because we had been doing that several times.
Too bad this time it was for real! And everybody panicked. Erwin,Ming Yang and Lettice started to babbled all kind of stuffs that they do not even know what there were saying. The rest of us we preparing the cake in the class and zul had difficultly taking out the cake from the grey cabinet which was pile up with all our books and files. Then we lighted the candle,we only put one since we were not sure of her age.
Then Erwin appeared out from the crystal clear window and said," Are you guys done". Then i was sure she knew what we were up to. Then they open up the door and everyone sang her the birthday song. Go find out at my video section and plus Jannah birthday wish.
We took half an hour just taking photo and mrs oh looked the same in every one of them. I don't know how she does that. Well then Fitri and Zul cut the cake while she open up her presents, there was only two. One was from all of us the picture we took wishing her happy birthday. The other was from me,ky,lydia and jannah and we split buying her a pink cheer bear which was a character in care bears. Since she like colours we bought her that which has rainbow colours on its tummy.
We all ate the cake. My classmates gave me all the credits but i felt that everyone of them had contributed too in her birthday. So thanks guys for making this happen. Thanks alot. Lucky the cake taste ok and without nuts which she is allergic to. Not bad but it was all chocolate. They cut a very big piece for her. She was surprised she said she could not finish that much but we were bad saying that it is her birthday so she much eat more.haha.
Most of us said on the tables and she sat with us as well.First time i see a teacher sitting on the table. Then we all started to chat about things.We talked about lettice's twin sister,then about Mrs Oh's husband. Then we asked her if she ever suspected that we were planning her birthday.
Well she didn't until she found out how unusual for everyone standing outside and blocking her from entering the class.This is what she said from what i remembered.
Mrs Oh: I was surprised, I thought you guys wanted remedial then when i reach, erwin and the others started to babble until they don't know what to say and just stumble on words alot.
Well i could see she was happy and i was too. She kept saying thank you to us. It was my honour to do this since i was also her physic rap and it was going my last year in zhenghua so i wanted to keep all the best memories of zhenghua.
Most of them left after chatting so only left a few of us. Me, ky,zul,lydia and jannah. We just kept on chatting with her till she had to go to her red cross cca.
I will ALWAYS loved this day and remember it forever.Though i had problems organising this, i want to thank all the people who made this happen especially kiong huat and anthony who paid and did not turned up because they just wanted to contribute and left the cake so that we all could have a bigger share.
THANKS Y'ALL! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS OH! YOU"RE THE BEST!
These are all the photos of my lovely cat! Meow!,Well i will type this blog as my cat point of view. Meow!I'm May,purr.purr. My owner is Sharizah. I've have been living with her since i was born. Never knew who my mother was.purr.purr. But i am lucky to have humans as my family. I have a human mother,father brother and sister which is my owner. I love my family alot!MEOW!.
I am a black and white cat with patches of tabby. My fur is alot so i always get my owner sick.hehe. The picture on the left is me! of course it's me i am so cute like my owner!That is what she like to say about herself.
Well i was force to wear this purple cardboard hat that my owner made me wear one day. I did not like to wear hats but for her sake i did. I did not know why she made me wear it. Then after a week,she came home running happily.
Do you know why??? I won her $20 popular voucher and she treat me with good food.yeah!
I love to sleep with my owner very much but at night, sometimes she tends to accidentally kick me.Ouch! My tender body!.So i decided to steal one of her shoebox at her room, it was small and i always loves to think that i am always petite that i could fit in any shoebox.
I was wrong! See the second photo, after few days sleeping there, it torn.But i will sleep there from now on cause i feel comfortable until i am cold at night then i sleep with my owner and she will always wrap her blanket around my body and i feel so warm and there she was shivering but i cannot grab the blanket to give to her because of my paws, it is so small i can only run and play using my paws.
Well thats it that i wanted to say.So
Chiao!
Meow!
Now is English lesson!. Well got to write about Mr Wee and Miss Natalie. Done that but will write with more details.
Honestly, i was surprised to get Mr Wee this year because i was so attached with Ms Feng since last year, so when it was my first day of school and we got a new teacher i was sad. But he entered our class with very hyperactive energy. It was so funny and plus all his jokes we laughed non stop. It has changed my mind about him ever since that lesson. I have learned to accept him as my english teacher. Lessons has always been interesting ever since.
Firstly, he had told us all the tips of writing essays which other english teachers had never told us. He also like to joke around and entertain us in class so that we are never bored. But most of the time we do essays so pretty we learned the same thing and we only know him for two weeks excluding today. So there is still so much to learn from him.
Then for that month of january, A relief teacher took over him. She was once a Zhenghua student here. She was ok. Well my first expression of her was she looked as if she was a happy go lucky person and funny too. Well there is one thing about her i found that was cute. She has a very,very high pitch sound.Ok somehow or rather it was irritating at times,but then got used to it after a week teaching the class. But then the most thing that i do not like during her english lesson was presentation. It was so troublesome and i do not really understand much when other students read the passage and tried to explain the meaning. I might as well let Miss Natalie do all the talking and we just lesson. Like the way Mr Wee does it.
Well what have i learnt in the past month??? I learned a lot of things as usual. If i exclude my other subjects, then i learn quite a bit. I had learn how to write essays and how to write it well. For example, I learn at we have to express the thoughts and feelings of the characters in the essays and also include DETAILS! That is the word he loves to say. Also not forgetting to write all the 5 senses in. For Ms Natalie case, i learned the exact same case but i learned something extra that was using songs and finding quotes with meaning to write in the essays.
Well i did not know that Mr Wee is such a great teacher. Now that i have, I will make an effort to do well for english.A1 here i come!
Sharizah (19) 5N1
Well today let's talk about something else. Stress as always i was so moody until Mdm Howe don't dare to disturb me during cme lesson. I got mood swing due to some reasons. Then went for my study group and i destress myself by doing physics. Then taught sec 2 student maths. Nothing much to say today because it is always the same thing. But there was something different today. Met with my friend,Dan, to talk to our frriend who has been missing from school since the school opening. Well gave him our side of view if he still don't head for our advice their is nothing much we can do.
So pretty much i cannot be bothered anymore i just want to concentrate on myself. But then i have been lacking on my studies and could not finish all my homeworks. I better work on my time management.
Stress,stress,stress. Chiao.
Today was ok, finish with my twilight book now going to start with few pages from the new moon. Well i dreamt a really weird thing today, I dreamt that i had the bought the car which i had always wanted that was an air car. Then my mates wanted to ride with me to school so on that day we wanted to ride the car but i had forgotten that i left at school. very lame i know. I am still schooling at zhenghua at this point. So my mates and i decided to travel by foot somehow however, we walk through the dark forest and i ended up losing two of my mates and now left with one which was ky. Then i was walking with then she went missing as well. I don't know why but i didn't went looking for them instead i rushed to school,finding them that they already there but i was late. then mdm lee was there to take all the latecomers' name. I tried to escape from there and rushed to my physics lesson. When i reached there mrs oh why i was late, i tried to answer her but i started to vomit blood and then fainted. In the end i woke up never knew what happen next. I was like what a dream no link with my friends going missing nor with me fainted.
Ok now back to reality, it was really physics lesson today, it was great as usual. Whatever was taught i understood. Then she showed us the transverse waves and zuhairi record it on the phone go check out i already put it online. She was not even angry that he filmed her though she told him several times not to film her in a very ''paiseh'' and funny way. She is so cute must go check out and we even forced her to tell us when is our birthday. It is this coming friday and some of our classmates is going to give her a surprise.
Then she ended the class a bit late and i was helping her collecting the papers and she pass me and said," sorry sharizah that you can't go to your next class". i said it was ok then out of no where one of my classmate shouted" nevermind cher she also don't like the teacher" i was like so embarrassed but the good thing is that mrs oh already knew that.So there was nothing for me to worry about.
Then i went slowly to my another class and she was walking behind me and commented on lydia bag. She said what a nice bag and then i told her it was like $200. Her face so surprised, i mean who wouldn't be.I could use that money to buy me lots of clothes(no offend lydia)haha. Mt class ended slower then i thought. Learn about the forma to letter and we all realise that she taught us differently compared to the rest of our teachers her mathods differs and we don't even know which is the correct want. I also don't care.
Then it was poa. forgotten to bring my book keeping again luckily she didn't know. And at last she did not forgot to bring our test papers actually she forgotten but jac reminded her and she had to walk back to the staff room to get it.Haha jac so bad,anyway who told her not to bring we reminded her like 5 times already and she really headed our advise that she should not be so NICE to those students who just can't be bothered with their studies. Erm didn't think she would actually listen to us. Then she went trough our hws and all of us were like so blur.
Then finally recess time, so hungry. Ate my sandwich and thought that i wanted to read the new moon book but i started to chat with my friends.They were like gossipping about you know who better not mention her name or my head will be chop off.
Then geog.Yeah!.I love geog! Mdm Howe so funny she always make the lesson so enjoyable. though somehow or rather our class is surrounded with dirty minded guys and they like to relate geog stuff to those dirty kinds of thinking and the good thing is that mdm howe also will joke around with those lame joke too. Then we had to do evaluative qn which is one of the most boring thing to do but those who finish fast can do whatever they want and i decided to ask her about the angmo that i saw with her family during the chinese new year. She told us that was her brother in law.so good. Then i start to ask those ridiculous qn like how her sister get angmo and everything.It was so lame. So she told us all the story, her sister met him through working, got two kids, her brother in law may look like angmo from the outside but inside he is like chinese. He like chinese food and everything. Then their two kids,one speak with an accent while the other did not and both are quite good in their chinese but they have problems pronouncing certain word.We talk to her until her class ended. It was great.
Then english time!. Mr Wee finally back from his trip to (i forgotten where) but anyway everyone was excited about it.Erm he told us to start writing on our blog and the first thing is to write about our RT. I've already done that so thats it. He gave our compo back and i was like confirm fail,fail,fail cause every paper he gave back most of them fail so i had no confident at all but surprisingly i got 50/100 though it is not a good great it is good for a first timer.His lesson was only half an hour so there is nothing much that can be covered during this time.
Well i'm looking forward to physics,,geog and cme tommorrow!and also Mrs Oh birthday, hope to give her the best surprise.so don't tell her ya.
My head keep on spinning throughout this whole week. Though i look fine from the outside but from the inside it hurts. What do i keep thinking about?why does it hurt this much? There are millions of electrons flowing in my small brain which made me can't think straight. Yes i admit i have mood swing nowadays cause of my hurting head so don't get offended if i am sort of rude or just can't be bothered. I'm sorry. I just can't take this head ace,it is like it cannot be cure with all the piling homeworks, the stress life i'm living and keep thinking things. All these confuses me. I don't know what will happen,why i am trying so hard to be top.Somehow it doesn't matter to me anymore but a part of me can't let it go.
I want to be perfect, perfect,perfect but no matter how hard i try i will never succeed.Aargh...I hate myself when i am like this, i just couldn't think straight.Why is life miserable?that is what my crazy member always says. I don't know i guess i agree with her.
I want to do lots of things but i feel so weak,lousy and useless. Though i know i could always share my burden with my members, there are just certain things i just can't describe it in words.How??? I am so ashamed of myself with things i had done. The nighmare keeps haunting me. My head won't stop circling me.
I have my friends, i know they are there forever,my family who always be there for me sometimes and my teachers who who comfort me. So why do i feel this way?i dont' know.
Do i need a change maybe? do i need a bf to get me through all this??maybe not i can always live without one so long i have my mates. So why does my head still hurt so much.
It is slowing my learning progress, i'm afraid if i ever fall behind of class,and i am those type who just don't like to ask for help even though i need help so badly.
I just want to find that one thing. Something which will stop all these pain. I am not writing this blog so i could get some sense of pity, i am just expressing my emotions, my feeling to the rest.who may or may not experience it before me.
I just want to be........
ME
