No matter what, I have to force myself. I must do whatever it takes to get me to where I want to be. I don’t care if I have to sit in front of my desk 24 hours per day just to study. I need to get top, I need to have my name on that banner. Die, die I have to make it. I will not give up without a fight.
I just want to be smart but somehow I have to put more effort than the rest in understanding the subjects that are taught. I feel that my efforts are paying off; bit-by-bit. I need a miracle. I need a portion that can somehow help me achieve all of this.
I just need a free peace of mind. I need unlimited time. Just like Edward and his family.
Sharizah (19) 5N1