As all of you know that I hate one subject.That is MT. After thinking for a while, maybe I should just persevere. Just keep on doing my best though all my papers are mark with a 'F' sign. I try not to give up.

Well for me, I study mostly for my teachers. I don't know why but I guess I depend on my teachers a lot and they are my motivator. Once I lose my motivation and will never regain it again unless there is an understanding between me and the teacher itself.

For example,ss, I used to fail it terribly and it always put down my combined humanities grade. I used to blame my teacher for the bad marks because I did try my best and I studied but still got an F. Then during the June holiday remedial it changes everything. My perceptive of her and my results. I confront her and ask, "why no matter how much effort I put I never pass the subject?!" Then she replied," Maybe you still don't get it but slowly you will. You have to persevere and your results soon will be better". Then we went greenridge with the rest of my classmates and I started to chat to her. Soon the misunderstanding is understood. My results also change a lot and for my prelim, I got first in class. I was shocked. She told me well done. I was like huh?? Then she announced to the whole class that I was the top. Everybody was like shocked because they know my results for ss was terrible. It was unbelievable Then after all that had happened my results has been pretty well.

Well to me, I don't see the point of giving up on myself anymore because of (the). So I will do it well for my teacher. Maybe I do it for Mrs John as she only wanted one thing from me and that was good results. I will do it for her for my MT subject and hopefully I will pass with flying colors. And also I bet with Lidan that if she do well on her English subject and I will do will for MT subject. If our results really comes out well, we both will reward ourselves by going to pizza hut and eat,

So overall, I strive my best. Hopefully everything will turn out the way I wanted