Well I went for my cousin's wedding yesterday. It went terribly. My mum kept on crying every few seconds, for all sort of reasons. Well I better not tell you so much details. I could see that all my cousins have grown up. I had never seen them for years now, it was nice of them to invite us to the wedding. Well my another cousin is getting married next year and the fiance is so handsome, he is chinese too! OMG. So good.

Well, blah,blah, blah. Things really changed so quickly. Even my niece and nephew is all grown up. They are so cute. Well then I was like so bored there because everyone was like crying. I mean it was a wedding, shouldn't people happy instead of sorrowful?

Well whatever. Then I went home with my mum after a long argument. Then suddenly, she persuaded, " I want you to get married when you are 23". I was like huh??? She seriously put so much pressure on me. Then I said. " I don't even have a boyfriend who do you want me to marry huh?"

She said," Just marry anyone", I was like so fed up, " Why should I be married if I am not even happy with my life mum? Marriage is a huge thing, I don't have the commitment and I want to be happy with the person whom I can share everything with," Then she just dropped the topic.

So whatever, it was quite a weird question from my mum. I guess she just wanted grandchildren as soon she will be lonely. Well for this reason, I want to work hard, get a great career and everything will fall in place.

Then she asked me to go jogging with her since she wanted to lose weight. I said ok at 5 pm. And do you know what she did?? She slept and I was lol. Then I decided to go for a run by myself. I guess it is good in a sense that I am able to keep my body fit and also let go of all my stress.

Well that's it. And ya my cousin wedding was so nice and I don't even recognise her neither did she even notice me. I guess I have changed a lot and it has been like more than 5 years since I ever saw anyone of them.