I was lying on my bed today, thinking. Thinking hard. Why do I have a sudden feeling? Was it really what I thought it is? What if I am wrong? There is no turning back. But does e feels the same way? Maybe part of me e still could not accept. My past, present and future. But what if it was a mistake? But it could be the greatest mistake I have ever made yet. No, we are way different, very different. I do not know what to think anymore. What if it were to fraught with problems afterwards... why do I have to think so much. maybe i am just crying out for that one special thing to mend my hole in the heart. Which one and only could do that.