I got a msg from his uncle this morning saying that Amrit Singh Riar had just passed away. I could not believe it. I did not believe that he was gone I thought it was just a terrible joke. I got Ky to call his uncle to find out. The uncle says that he collapse and the veins in his brain burst. I could not stop crying afterwards...Now my tears still could not stop flowing...
He was my tanglin primary school classmate and we met in primary one and became best friends ever since. He would do anything for me just to keep me save from a freako. He even confess his love to me and I took it like it was a joke. But this year when I found him again in friendster he confess that he love me but now as my best girl friend. Haha. I know he would not like to see me crying when he was alive so I think it is best I control my tears for him. But his sudden death just stunned me.
He was always there when I need him even this year when I reunite with him in friendster. We spend that one month June holiday to get to know each other. How we change and everything else. We planned so much and this much could no longer be achieve.
He was there when I cry because I did badly for my exams, he was there when I quarrel with my parents, he was there when I wished that I rather not be "here",he was there when I feel so sorry for myself, he was there when I needed someone, he was there to protect me from that freako, he was there to listen to me instead of me listening to him. He was there for me for everything. No guy friend could ever be as great as him and we never once quarrel and he is the only one who protected me from all the choatic things that happened in my life. He was the only one that I feel save to be with.
We planned so much. He wanted to go Canada to study after finishing his ITE course. He wanted to treat me out to whatever place I wanted to go cause he lost to a bet about "how well do you know me?," He was going to get me a gift from Canada especially for me for being his best girl friend. And we even planned to meet this friday to catch up on things. He was so excited and nervous as it has been 8 years since we last met and now I could not even see him for the last time. He even promise to pick me up during teachers day and we go together. I know he is a tough guy, friendly and great when you get to know him well enough.
I was the last person he msg and I didnt reply him. I feel so darn stupid! Because he asked what I was doing and I replied playing the piano and then he replied saying "Hahaha...Really? Cool!" That was the last msg that he send at 11pm and I did not reply.. Why?? Why I so stupid not to have reply, maybe if I did he would have talk to me longer and he wouldnt have collapse and burst his veins in the brain and he would have been alive today - Chatting and messaging me. Its all my fault.
Though I have kept all your messages that makes me laugh, cheerful and happy and I will post them one by one this whole week just to remember you. Hope that you leave in peace. I will remember you always and no one can be as great as you!I wished you were still here with me and we could have spent the whole day just chatting, reminding ourselves about all the silly jokes that you told me. I wished I had spent more time with you but that time have shorten.
I want to remember you like you in the photos. So happy and smiley. That way it would make me motivate and look forward to the upcoming terror of lives.
