Nearly a month of persuasion led to nothing but a waste of time. It was already hard enough that I took the effort to tell my parents the course I wanted will lead to a better future. A course of my dream and a lifetime of happiness. Spend half a day, everyday to calculate my chances in the course until the day before the result i already knew that chance was long gone. I would have expected it coming but I didnt know it would be another heartbreak and another frustration... I didnt have the mood to tell anyone about it. But seems like all are so excited and busybody to know each other results. What can I say, SINGAPOREANS.

When I saw that I was promoted to the course, I just threw my phone at the wall and just hope it was just a dream/ a nightmare. Life was already hard now with my loved one getting cancer, my brother going off and my life which seem like it cannot get any better. Was this a test?? If it was its just really testing my patience and attitude towards it. But so what if it is, at least give me some kind of happiness not regret and anger.

Many were like me today, not getting the course they wanted and even given shocking news. Life is so unpredictable. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. But why cant it always be good. Why cant the outcome make everyone satisfied? This question was long inside my head.

Whatever the case, screw you guys lar!! Those clever ones can get JC. GO AR!! STOP STEALING OUR PLACES!!!
PFFT