I have planned what I am going to do for these few years. What path to choose and everything. It was nice that I came back to school, the teachers were all supportive so are the students when they asked what course I was posted to. Their reactions will be like,"wow thats a great course" or "thats the highest paid course". Haha. Yup I was lucky to get at least the highest paid course in the poly although it was much of interest to me. Now I am waiting for the reply from NP about taking two courses at the same time. They have part time course biomedical tech. Considering about taking that course at the same time though. But Im still wondering what course should I take after poly. Here is the list:

Veterinary bioscience (Queensland University) singapore doesnt have them
Psychology
NIE ??? Teaching??? Still considering. Relief teaching is fun but dont know if I want to do it for the rest of my life.

But pretty much I have planned everything out. My life now, I'm taking control!

We like to fight over small things. And when one of us are wrong, neither of us want to admit. Our relationship used to be like a roller coaster for this whole 17+ years of my life. We had our ups and downs. And always end up not talking to each other. We would scream at each other for the smallest matter in life. But now, after 17 years I finally understood her.

There was a reason why she did not let me find a job, earn money by myself or go overseas to study. She was afraid. She was so scare that her children going to leave her. She could not let go. I used to be mad at her for not letting me go and make decision own my own. But after thinking about it, I felt bad, I should have known better. She loves me.

Now I know, she told me her feelings which she had kept for years. For example, her heart breaks when she see me working for money. She thinks that I am too young to work and she can still provide me. But when Im older, I still have to work right. Thats what I told her. But she say now Im too young, she dont want to see me working for money because she still can work. But I dont want to be a burden to her, thats the reason I work so I can provide her as well and be more independent.

I guess a mother's love is the strongest love ever in this world and people should know it sooner. But it only made me realise now. After 17 years... How stupid is that.

A kitten just came into our house. I dont know why cats seems to like our house so much. I think this is like the fifth or sixth feline that ever came to our house. But I cant keep it cause May just dont like other cats. So who ever wants to adopt it please tell me. Its a she and she is very cute I must say. Also she is very playful. And she loves shoes.