When I thought things are going to get better. I was wrong. Everytime something good is finally going to happen. Bad things will take over.

How could you keep it quiet until now?? Until I had to find it out from my bff. You already knew what happened when we were in sec sch but cant you just move forward. I guess you did... But I didnt. I may have meant nothing to you. but you were to me. I thought that at least we would still be together always although we are different, never knew that you would leave me just like that.

Guess you have your own passion to persue. But I dont. I dont blame you. Part of you that want to leave was because of me. I know I have been a pain, but you cope with me through all the hardship. but why, Im asking you why. Are you such a coward? Isnt it hard enough not giving me a proper answer? Why dont just give a direct one. You may not miss me but I will. In my heart always.

I know I'm guilty of making you feel envy. For that Im sorry. It was a way for me to get to know that you cared. And you did.

So take care. See you then. Enjoy your life.