working sucks

I never knew that working is so hard. And i am feeling down.
My brother came home today and ask me why i did not work today and i told him i'm off today. I also feel that somehow he know that i am feeling terrible. and he lie down on my bed and ask me what wrong.
I always like when he does that you know,lieing on my bed and start a conversation,your own brother so close to you whom understand you better than anyone else.
Then i told him was working this hard and i always get scolding from my HOD,and she suck.
He says " now then you know, if you don't study hard and get better education this is what you will always get because if you work part time those who working full time will always scold you for little wrong things you do".
Then i told him that we really need to conserve the money we have now because i just realised how hard it is to earn it.
Because my brother is those type that like to spend money on gaming stuff which is to me totally worthless. What can games help us with education huh.
But though he loves to play games,his studies is pretty much better than mine for his O level he got 13 points,hello that's quite good for someone who is NA.
Back to where we were talking about i guess my brother is great you know.
We used to fight all the time when we were young but now we look out for each other and always tell each other whats on our mind.
And pretty much we don't have any secrets with each other and always tell each other everything.
I always thought he was a nuisance but i guess i was wrong, he makes a great brother and i've always look up on him.
He ask me what am i going to do to with the money that i earn, i told him that i will most probably keep for my studies.
He has always encourage me to study hard so i can earn lots of money and has always persuade me to be a vet and i won't disappoint him.
I will study hard bro. You'll see i'll make you proud of me,
one day...